ELMO loves you this much

Tuesday, June 19, 2007,6/19/2007 12:27:00 AM

Title: 19th June 2007 03:27pm

call me a bitch and i'll show you one!

i started to miss alot of people!especially the rastafarians!siak uhhs!

the people:ayu,dayah,marino,shasha(& the gang)shakilah,the chinos:khalil(the old fucking khalil),syed,kino & all !

i fucking miss them ):

yesterday went to eastcoast.was with pakcik,amirah,hazimah.then mother came.the girls went back and pakcik stay with me,mother and aunties.pakcik was weird yesterday.he didn't talk much.i hate it.that's it.i hate it.

nothing much to blog today.im in no-mood.

aku ade jendol.

& my heart's in disguise; it's being masked up by

Sunday, June 17, 2007,6/17/2007 09:28:00 PM

Title: 18th June 2007 12:29pm

call me a bitch and i'll show you one!

yesterday did "mini" shopping with mother at causeway point.the mall was super big & wtf sales here & there!my eyes can't even blink.mother spend $270 on her shopping and me,pathetic $45.i have alot of fun shopping with her!i want more!more!more!

to that stupid <u>insert her name,thankyou for saying all the harsh words to juremy.eh,don't criticize people when you youself is wrong lah!you think you have fucking good mouth?and saying him lembut all that?what's the matter with you ass?even he is lembut,he doesn't talk bad about you ok?i know him!ohh ya,who says boys doesn't cry?if a boy really cried because of you,he is fucking love you ok bodoh!ehh girl,seriously i don't bother about you again lah!i don't believe what you have said to him.you don't appreciate what he have done to you.the money that he spend just for us!stupid!

ok enough of that!im sorry i just couldn't take it with that stupid girl!im done with my post.updating more soon.byeeee~

yo el amor mis el compan'ero ; ahmadazrin.

& my heart's in disguise; it's being masked up by

Friday, June 15, 2007,6/15/2007 06:55:00 AM

Title: 17th june 2007 11:01am

call me a bitch and i'll show you one!

and i didn't blog again for 3 days!sorry yaw.i was seriously too tired.i sat for my PK course & home front security test on 14th.and again,lectures,lectures & lectures.my ass are becoming smaller (:

like wth sat at the theater hall for so long & im soooo sleepy.i dreamt alot of nonsense things like,imagine there's a pillow,imagine if azrin were here beside me singing and making me asleep,imagine that i can just shout at the lecturer"fuck,i need to get home & sleep."while the lecturer were giving a talk.but too bad,i just couldn't do that.but if i have a chance to do that,i swear i would!finished quit early then the first day course.im so stressed-up with juremy & sharyana!OMG.went back to school then off to siglap kfc with the convicts.after that went home,talk to someone on the phone for a couple of minutes then BAP.sleep!

talking on the phone with that someone just make me cry.that someone told me about his relationship & so did i.and yes both of us cried.whatever,anything!

15th JUNE POST.

accompanied mother to bedok interchange.bought some stuffs & went to the library.borrowed some art & photography & blablablablabla.

dear ahmadazrin,

i know i've been harsh at you now a days.im sorry darling.i just couldn't take it anymore.the waitings just make me fucking stress-up.i know its killing you to be there & its hurting me too.i shouldn't have explode at you all of a sudden just now.im so sorry.i almost lose you for two times & i swear it won't happen again.behave yourself okaay?i just love you so much.

16th JUNE POST

HAPPY 4th MONTH ANNIVERSARY AHMADAZRIN & TIRNASARI!yesterday,went to parkway with father & mother.then father leave us for work then me & mother went to eastcoast.scroll here & there.watch people making sand castle and blablabla.saw alot of people yesterday.saw ms.sng,adan,sheikh,khairul(the ex.chaicheeians)and many more lah.after that,went to haig road blablablabla.....i did alot of shopping yesterday!bought my cute little boxer from dorothy perkins,beg from mlphosis,tees from mango and blablablabla.
the super-boring-course!

after our super-boring-course,we had our dinner

and today,i've no plan.im bored at home i need more shoppings!nyeh!im done with my post.byeeeee~

yo el amor mis el compan'ero;ahmadazrin.

& my heart's in disguise; it's being masked up by

Wednesday, June 13, 2007,6/13/2007 05:14:00 AM

Title: 13th june 2007 08:15pm

call me a bitch and i'll show you one!

im pissed off.about,something.i just couldn't take it anymore.whatever shits!
i went to HTA,sat for my PK course.its really boring!front guys were sleeping.chaicheeians making hell noise.im embarrassed!whatever!for hours i sat at the lecture hall and my butt really hurts.bytheway,the food are delicious!
Ate with juremy & sharyana at segar restaurant after the course.thanks for the treat anyways abang!i miss jannah but wth she went home straight!didn't have a chance to see her at all!omg.
abang iwan(boyfriend brother) called me but i didn't pickup his call.i was paying attention to the talks;the craps!so called him back when i got back.i thought it was really something important but its just some piece of shits.The dialogue-

me:abang,you call adek eh?
him:yaa.asal tak angkat?
me:im having a course kat HTA.police knowledge blablabla...what do you want?him:takde,tadi azrin tidur.nak kasi adek dengar dia berdengkur! -___-"

im done with today's blog.byeeeee~

yo el amor ahmadazrin ♥

& my heart's in disguise; it's being masked up by

Tuesday, June 12, 2007,6/12/2007 03:44:00 AM

Title: 12 june 2007 06:45pm

call me a bitch and i'll show you one!

and yesterday,i went to jalan besar stadium watch young lions & tampines rovers.like shit,young lions lose.was with big family last night.kak diana was there too (:
pakcik said she is beautiful. -_______-"
i AM jealous.its not wrong to praise people yes i know.but pakcik,im yours okaaaaaay?after the 90 minutes game,went to simpang bedok eat.seriously im too tired to blog.

today accompanied boyfriend to tampines polyclinic.he had his right leg x-ray.due to his soccer,fight2.then got red card (: gaaaaaah.im happy,he got 2 months MC.
YEAAAAY.its killing him but yet im happy!YEAAAY.after that,send him home then im off to parkway parade ALONE.its quiet cool to shop around alone you know!
bought some stuffs then went home.

money goes to : true crime book $16.80
hair band $1.00
large popcorn chicken $3.55
bus fare $0.55 x6
total spend today:$24.65

i still need to shop!i need more tops and shade.begs from roxy? urgg.
and that dolce & gabana sandal!!
im done.
i love ahmadazrin

lebels:shopshopshop!

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Sunday, June 10, 2007,6/10/2007 06:26:00 AM

Title: 10th june 2007 09:28pm

call me a bitch and i'll show you one!

bare with the long post okaaay?thankyou.so this morning went to tampines swimming pool.was a last minute one actually.father kept reminding me about my backbone and have to go swimming like 3 times a week?erhh!but it was fun (:
so i didn't actually swim just now because i was running out of time.i reached the pool around 11:10-11:15.then i have to meet suhaila,hazimah,jun hong and jian wei at tampines interchange around 12 to old police academy for the carnival & blablabla...so i just have my back massage by the "mini waterfall"then went down the slide and acted like a small kiddos (:
after that,took my shower then off to tampines interchange,meet suhaila.YEAAAY!
when i finished my shower,suhaila message me,"don't rush,they change time to 1pm"like wtf?i was rushing because i know im late.im still in the toilet when its 12pm gaaaah!i didn't even have a time to you know like play with the water and all.hahaa.but its ok.
so when i reached the interchange,suhaila was there.and i saw this weird man,sitting in the middle of the interchange asking for money.from far,u can see that he doesn't have any legs,yet his leg was like at the back of his leg.its hard for me to explain.i took the picture and you see it by yourself okay?and there's group of boys & girls asking what's wrong with him and blablabla.he look weird.he doesn't look sick or disable ok?after that,he went to the small mac buying food!like if he doesn't have a money to buy foods,can u like ask people or something?you don't have to cheat people ok?
after jun hong all arrived,we went to take the train to novena.had fun with the belos all (:
meet azreen sir at there while he was on duty.hahaa so funny he have to "layan"customer!belo bodoh!after that we leave the police academy and we walked to toa payoh.eat at longjohn.and again,jun hong treat me for the second time
-_________-
thankyou lah eh.
after that i took the bus 28 at interchange while hazimah & suhaila took 8.the rest meet their friends.then,i meet pakcik
i miss pakcik!his leg TEMPANG ):
hahaha!i miss him like hell,serious!he was 5 minutes late.he did the punishment like i ask him to do (:
im not bad nor evil.im just giving him punishment so that he won't do it again!even its 5 minutes late,its still time.time is precious ok!my boyfriend,my pasal!mind your own business okaaaaaaay?
pakcik bought me a necklace.i love it.i love him.i cried infront of him.its so embarrasing;i know!i don't mind if i shed a million tears just for my idiot boyfriend okaaaay? (:
ohh bytheway pakcik,congrats upon the medalS! yes,yes you striked many times.&& your mother-in-law is proud of you & so do i.get well soon darling!

ohhh btw hazimah,its "why you pause" NOT you pause why"ohh jun hong,thankyou for sharing your chichichiwith me.i did have some problems understanding it!HAHAHAHAHA.
and abang,thanks for the pathetic crab suit you force me to put on.

and the pictures:

the weirdos

weirdos buying food

my two fcuking annoying bitches

its hard for me to understand bernard.

police academy carnival;fight for the country

he said before taking this picture"old man tired;want to sit"

i can explain-abang is to be blamed!

thankyou sayang.it says zackzack

im done for today posting.byeeee~

I LOVE AHMADAZRIN

lebels:say chichichi everyday,keeps your stress away

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Friday, June 8, 2007,6/08/2007 08:18:00 PM

Title: 9th june 2007 11:19am

call me a bitch and i'll show you one!

i didn't blog yesterday because i was busy sleeping (:

i have nothing to do at home,i check my friendster then blog then sleep then did the same thing when i woke up again and again and again.didn't went out the whole yesterday and i swear its super bored.super annoying!omg.mother didn't talk much to me for don't know what reasons.maybe i didn't do the houseworks?well,i didn't do the works everyday :/

and this time she acted this way?i don't understand her.she will get mad for no reasons this lately.i have my reason why i didn't do all the works okaaaay and its not because im lazy!father understand me alot rather then mother.and,father told me yesterday,"don't ask mak money.she shout at you,i tak tau!"relationship with family became ajar day by day.only suhaila & kak nabilah knows.suhaila,thanks for sharing the tears with me (:

today,im not sure if im going out.with mother and her attitude,i don't dare to ask.im bored.like 3 days i didn't went out?3 or 2 days?i need the beach.i thought of asking suhaila out to sentosa but thinking about mother,i was like uhhs forget it! im bored.bored.bored!

i think im going crazy.i cuddle with my ELMO blanket alone and took pictures with it (:

and,i find that observing the clouds are cool especially when your eyes started to blinkblinkblink!hahaaa.holidays are fcuking bored.everyone had fun yet my family?mother cancelled the trip to melbourne and kl.and im here blogging,observing the clouds,cuddle with elmo.ohh my!i didn't even have a chance to spent time with pakcik ):

i need suhaila!k bye~

and the pictures-

i have an elmo feet (:

this just make me cry for don't know what reason

and at this point of time,i need this belo girl ):

i miss ahmadazrin

lebels:holiday super sucks

& my heart's in disguise; it's being masked up by

Thursday, June 7, 2007,6/07/2007 11:20:00 PM

Title: 8th june 2007 14:31pm

call me a bitch & i'll show you one.

last night,went to watch soccer at queenstown with parents and aunties.im off to bishan with mother now,k byeeeee-
update more soon (:

& my heart's in disguise; it's being masked up by
,6/07/2007 12:21:00 AM