Sunday, April 1, 2007,4/01/2007 04:08:00 AM
Title: 2 april 2007 16:36pm
hellos,sorry didnt blog yesterday.seriously no mood.
i spend the whole one-and-the-half hour crying for don't know what reason yesterday.i think too much and almost gave up.didnt go for a shopping just like dada promised me.go bowling and some pool games & i WON again!khalil lose!
skiped my madrasah again & dada didnt ask anything about it.he saw me crying and asked me what happened.he cancelled all the plan because of my attitude did say this to me "if you think that boy hurt you,why must you kept quiet?talk to him"and i then realised that he knew that im attached all this while,he knew it all along just that he kept it to himself.i was wanting to say that zackzack didnt hurt me just that he didnt spend much time with me just like other couples did.but i didnt have a chance to tell dada.he knew i never want to break with zackzack though he said that to me.
post again when i got home later,bye-
& my heart's in disguise; it's being masked up by
