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Monday, April 30, 2007,4/30/2007 12:16:00 AM

Title: 30th april 2007 15:20pm

It happened;really happened

did'nt blog on saturday & sunday.apologies;busy sleeping.saturday i went to DXO with pakcik.went there just to support raufi heights.BLEAHS. saw alot of unwanted faces.syed,apit & the gangs.called me but i ignored.hoho,malas nak layan.alot of chaichee'ians.sakina,cherie,louise & all were there too. even saw fadhil eating with that kental you know!hahaa.she was staring at me!sorry eyhh girlfriend,i dont take staring.BLEAHS. so many funny things happened,but i dont have to elaborate more lahh hor! tired.

sunday went to madrasah.late,but im the first one to came.started at 1pm but i went out at 1:3o and reached madrasah at 2:15.
GAHH,and surprised im the first to came.~weee.im good!
zahran came after weeks of absent-ing.you must be reading this now,and read this clearly!-thanks for fooling me with your stupid jokes.stupid teka-teki!

and thanks for calling me belo.indeed im one (:

thanks too for saying my life being a bitch GAHHHH~wulalalaa.

Let us be serious now

& upon this post,i would like to say "i love you never break"
without you im nobody.

thank-you mak for making this picture cute (:

the brothers whom irritate me

alot;ALOT.he is the best still

the

family,with that stupid specs.(with mak aurat terbuka)

specially the belo gang ONLY love you all.

thanks to suhaila for editing. (:

the boyfriend.i love you never break.

MAKCIKS.YANG DULU KEMBAR.

this describe the potret of my school life.

thanks for every ups & down.having a beutiful life potret is wonderful.i would pee the bed if i would loose you people.to pakcik,i love you and i meant it.never break my heart or i picit your breast!

& my heart's in disguise; it's being masked up by

Friday, April 27, 2007,4/27/2007 02:10:00 AM

Title: 27 april 2007 17:11pm

It happened;really happened.

its going to be long;very!im have alot to post;alot!
yesterday night i went to bedok interchange with abang.went to library then bought some fruits at ntuc then ate at ljs.before i went into the market,there is one aunty promoting her nescafe.she pronouced it as nescapeh abang asked her is it nescafe or nescapeh?and she said yaa.(gundu aunty)abang laughed and said,kau yang kafir!(aunty gave sotong face and said want to try nescapeh?)

today school.i sat for my physics test,and i think im going to pass,errhh confident seyh!today,pradeep singh came to school.and remember about telling you that he was absent that day?yaa,everyone was happy that he didnt turn up.and kendrick even said this to me,did you smell anything today?i dont.hahaaa.
so,i got to know he was playing truancy.mrs.jaya called her mother and alot of students saw him wearing school uniform at his house bustop but he didnt come to school.then,just now,he came!and the smell was like *(your name belongs here)
idham sprayed his perfume at his armpit.lame right?hahaaa.
ok,enough about that pradeep.
i was punished by ms.kong because i didnt do her homework.dear ms.kong,i dare to tell you that the whole class didnt do.they started to do when they came into your class and only me and liyana were honest enough to admit it ok?
i have to face the wall you know!like stupid girl you know!then teacher ask me and liyana to join syafiq,khairul,pradeep,idham which also didnt do their work at the back of the classroom to do my work standing up!its so kental.she treat us like a primary school kids!so when she was teaching,communication starts.i was singing,liyana was laughing.sms-ing asyraff.pradeep slept!syafiq look at my pantat!khairul was shock-ing sendiri.
and i squad on the floor,pradeep laid on the floor busy sleeping.syafiq sat on the floor throwing pens at pradeep.(so he could wake up)
i hate geography.hate.hate because i got punished!i hate ms.kong!after school,stay in school until 3,busy discussing about farewell camp.enjoying with suhailah crap and hazimah crap.suhaila said i have awful voice.if i would sing during the camp,all will go home!kurang ajar kau suhaila!nanti kau!kau tau machaleh doom?!hahaaa.

sayang pakcik-
pakcik send me home.he shot an botak man at interchange with his umbrella.
GAHHHH (:

& my heart's in disguise; it's being masked up by

Wednesday, April 25, 2007,4/25/2007 04:06:00 AM

Title: 25 april 2007 19:07pm

i quarrel with ms.kong just now.she have a habit doing things fast.she accused me for chewing (chewing gum) during her lesson.its pradeep singh and not me! i failed my physics test by 2 marks -_______-"
i love chemistry because that teacher kept saying im preety.hahaa.
exam is around the corner and i studied like hell i just finished revising my math and chemistry since it was 5pm!im tired yet still blogging(for the sake of azizah
i hate today recess time because i dont get to talk to(insert name here)and i dont even have a chance to laugh,laugh and laugh with her!SIBOK!

<3SAYANG PAKCIK <3/span>
uncle send me home today.he pinch my (insert name here)
eyh pakcik,ade interchange mesti ade bus,lain hari mesti saye balas!
u mesti kene punye!nanti!SIAP kau! HAAAH (:
i love u bachins.

& my heart's in disguise; it's being masked up by

Tuesday, April 24, 2007,4/24/2007 12:11:00 AM

Title: 24 april 2007 15:11pm

it happened;really happened.

sigh.
i went home very early today.thought of going to mummy house but they went out ):
i didnt attend mrs.jaya english remedial.hurh,hurh.
i know i cant study,i mean WE the class wont study because she will talk about her family while its suppose to be an english remedial.
ok whatever,but still,i revise my own work at home.
recess was total awful when ifah started to talk about flabby arms.
shits you bodoh! i was laughing like hell.ifah did it purposely as i was eating -________-"
i dont know what will happen to my mid-year marks for physics & chemistry.i have gone so far.LOST. maybe i studied too much & my head are erging!booooooooooooooom! k,mepeks.
im hungry.mother didnt cook for me!im starving!ERHH.

the girl;the boy.the pakcik;the neneks. ⑉
i love you many-many pakcik.
i dah decorate card persandingan kiter tauuu!
tinggal nak kire je berape orang nak jemput.

lebels:shok sendiri (:

& my heart's in disguise; it's being masked up by

Monday, April 23, 2007,4/23/2007 01:49:00 AM

Title: 23 april 2007 16:50pm

IM UPDATING! IM UPDATING! UPDATING YAWW (:
zizah sayang,minta maaf ye da lama tak blog.

why is everyone start to escape from school when exam is around the corner?OMG.exam is on the 4th of may!i dont even revise my math!OMG
khai,HELP me!
i hate to get scolded!erhh,mrs.yeo scolded me for not paying attention in her chemistry class.of-course lah!u promised me to buy me chocolate but u forgot!so i choose not to study!NYEHHH
sigh.i failed my physics test so many times!OMG! TIRNA WAKE UP!EXAM IS COMING BODOH!
school was ok except for some idiots kept talking behind our back.
talking about people's back.
telling someone about (insert name here) secret.

FUN,FUN.READ!

eyhh girl,can you like keep your bloody mouth shut?i feel like wacking your ass and slapping your face.and ya,you changed,ALOT.i heard you were talking about me?its ok,you are making me famous yaww.
so how's your life after you start to smoke?remember the time when (________) and (_________) smoke and you said "eyh jgn mepek lah."and all that?you are full of shits.bull shits!
ok,enough tirna!

THAT NENEK & PAKCIK story -
pakcik fetch nenek home.and there's a couple caught in the rain.
the boy kept saying "u lari!cepat lari!" and the girl said,"tak nk,nanti basah" and the boy said "u ngada2 eyh!" and the girl was left behind. he said "seluar i dah boleh perah"

i love the two of them (:

& my heart's in disguise; it's being masked up by

Friday, April 20, 2007,4/20/2007 07:07:00 PM

Title: 21 april 2007 10:09am

BOOOO!

i hate yesterday,almost the whole day!ERGHHHHH.

yesterday shahirah,suhaila and wahyuni came to my house and they were like "nie bilik parents kau kan?kita nak kene explore."

i know it was already 1 plus but yet we are still chatting at my house.the rest were at school waiting for us.must fall-in by 2:30 in full-uniform!

ohh well,we dont care,we dont have mood.so what if we are late?punishment?URGHHHHH,like suhaila said,"unique girls dont take scoldings"so leave my house at around 1:45pm then took cab at bedok north.we bought otak-otak but didnt eat.thanks to NPCC for not giving us a chance to eat.

afterall,we got ourselves ready just in time.something happened,wahyuni cried,suhaila cried.shouldnt elaborate more lah eyh! im scared if things will get bad to worst.we did our rehersal for NPDP.im in the GOH.i did my performents alone.the rest have partner but im alone!URHGGHHGH.

there's two contigent,i will be marching from somewhere at the canteen then the rest of the GOH will come from the level one girls toilet.

then meet together at the centre of the school.OMG!

i say this once,after NPDP,no more NP for me!please.

after NP,ate at LJS.

jun hong treat me because he's trying to cheer me up (:

he told me to smile and be crazy like the TIRNA he have known.

but too bad lahh.i just couldnt.after what ever happened.
grandmother was sleeping in my room when i got home.reached home around 9 plus.she waited for me until she fell asleep.sorry siti.
she ask me about that boyfriend.i told her honestly.
she said,besok kita keluar gi shopping,buang stress.

& thanks ismail aswadi.you owe me something.
thank-you for finishing up my drink and hide my riffle
behind the bush.

the story of that girl & that boy-

i didnt went home with him.he didnt went home with me.

i did something to his photo.i did something to his watch.

i dont know whats wrong with me.

asyraff said i cried and cried.

i did something to that blue watch.

& my heart's in disguise; it's being masked up by

Wednesday, April 18, 2007,4/18/2007 02:20:00 AM

Title: 18 april 2007 17:23pm

WAKE UP!

i believe everyone has their own limits.and thats definately not according to gender.both boy or girl,women or men,lady or gentleman.
they have their own limits!
and things went changed after the NCO's (2006-JUNE 2007)
take our chai chee npcc unit. (excuse me for being rude)
i dont know when it when wrong but im really sure where it went wrong.
hey,wake up dear NCO's.
i dont mind you bossy me around during np training or np time.i dont mind at all!
but remember you are NOT my NCO's when its NOT np time.
you cant bossy me around,you cant treat me like im your dog.
say what you gonaa say!i dont mind at all.staring?pointing at me?
thats the best you can do as being an NCO's?
OHHHH MYYYYYY.hey im going to say this infront of your face on day and i mean it! "IM GOING TO BE A BETTER NCO WHEN YOU PEOPLE STEP-DOWN.I MEAN IT!"
and before i close on this topic,please dont touch-up on our parents if you dont mind we talking about your parents.ok?thank-you.
btw,asyraff has his own limits too.
he didnt side for us over this fuckingshits.
please open-up your bloody-fool eyes.

your BELOVED cadet;

TIRNA (:

& my heart's in disguise; it's being masked up by

Tuesday, April 17, 2007,4/17/2007 04:03:00 AM

Title: 17 april 2007 19:06pm

POLICE.POLICE.POLICE!
HANDCARFED,I GOT $3OOO

heehhhs.i went home and took bus 14.sit infront of this so called "retarded"or "SIOW" man.
he shouted alot of vulgarities and knock his head on the bus window.
he said he have $3000 and he want to die.i switch my place with ridzuan,
then sit at the back row together with azmil & zurah.that man is insane.
I WANT TO DIE.I HANDCARFED YOU.I HAVE $3OOO !hahhaaaa.

HATE SCHOOL !

i hate school beacuse i cant do it.
i hate physics because teacher only teach the innocent ones!i hate it alot!
i hate mathematics bacause i failed my class test.
i hate to take orals because i scored 26/40
i hate mother-tougue because ipin love to pintch me.
i hate geography bacause ms.kong have a habit of doing things fast.when she teached,its so fast;i catch no ball!
i hate english because we dont even study a single thing.mrs.jaya collect money,MC's during english lessons.and kept talking,talking,talking and talking.

i hate silent reading because mrs.jaya will call me and talk,talk,talk and talk while thats surpose to be silent reading.

i love chemistry because its a small group to be with (:
i love ART because i can hear MP3 to do my art-piece.and that gives me inspiration!

i just got to know khrishen dont eat fish.
ohh hahaaa,so you cant join me and khai's plan!hahahhahaaa.
btw ismail,i dont mind buying you plaint water drink and hersheys.

i hate school,thank-you lah sey.

& my heart's in disguise; it's being masked up by

Monday, April 16, 2007,4/16/2007 05:58:00 AM

Title: 16 april 2007 21:00pm

happy second month anniversary tirna & (______)

sigh.sigh.
i didnt blog for soooo many days and people kept complaining!
sorry for the inconvenince caused. *smack laptop. lets talk about saturday then sunday then today alright?
saturday went to city plaza with mum bought new jean.and ate at haig road.
i try not to remind mum about kuda kepang but what-the-hell she actually remember!ohh my.so went there and everyone was surprised.teeehess.especially abang ali.hohohoo.help some on the music then abit of dancing.ABIT.only!went home with the dancers and came back home around 12+

sunday-
went to madrasah.and they were surprised too!hahaa.i didnt attend class for 3 or 4 weeks.haaah.
so i enjoyed the class especially with that zahran belo! conincident,we all wore
all black.so yaa,ustaz told us we are the warriors of darul furqan!
ohh haaa,ustaz want me to stop blogging for some reason and okkk.some other day lahh ustaz?okk?hahaaa.sakit.then after madrasah went to aunty house,its my arwah nenek 7 0r 8 years anniversary death.so did some thalil.
and the most shocking part was seeing my nenek tiri which live in indonesia all this while.and i last see her was 3 years ago.she came to singapore and didnt even tell us!i was soooo mad!luckily my aunty saw her lepak-ing at geylang!or else till now,we dont even know she's in singapore! "siti ni buat ana bimbang"
(its in arab,siti means granma and ana means me.)

monday(which is today)
OMG.OMG.OMG.
i love today assembly because i love making fun of that boy.hahaaaaaa.
i was sitting with ifah and we were laughing like hell over FLABBY ARMS.
omg!eiiiieeeee.ifah have flabby arms and she like it!omg.omg.omg!
ohh last minute public canning over that stupid boy whom shout vulgarities at mr.tan infront of the whole school.(gooooodyyyy)
when mr.azhar cane him,he shouted then the whole school started to laugh and i knew miss.lim will grab the microphone and said this "this is no laughing matter"
hahhaaa.i say that first!!and she actually said that toooo.everyone surround me laugh and say "exactly the same siahh u said"
ohhh well?hahahaaaa.miss.lim copy cat!she photocopy!erhhhhh!

then the sec 4's have nafa test.wait for him.help cikgu hamdani with the boys.
they did push up and their pants drop off.hhahahahahhhahaaaa.not one or two boys.its alot!ALOT.hahaaaa.
went home with him and saw farhan aman.called me and said "tu kau eyhh tadi?"

ohh mum,dont worry lah ok?everything gonna be fine.
she will be giving a talk about prison and staff at st.antonny school
tomorrow and she kept saying, "what if they boo at me?what if they throw bottles at me?what if they SLEEP?''
hahahhaaaa.mum,that happened in my school every assembly talk and thats normal.dont worry lah ok?if they were to throw tissues or bottles,just wack them like i showed you just now.come-on,you are a police women!
like abang told you, "weak arhh mak!"

im done with my blog.
saturday,sunday,monday.HAPPY?

& my heart's in disguise; it's being masked up by

Friday, April 13, 2007,4/13/2007 10:47:00 PM

Title: 14 april 2007 13:51pm

and the way we are an item was something really special.

yesteday i did my 2.2 revolver life shoot at HTA.i failed.OMG.i hate that fcuking girl for showing her egoistic attitude.did some marching there.it was messy at first but turned out
to be nice afterall (:i was complete dissapointed with my result siaah!WTH?something happened between ______&______.
he did something to her.i shouted OMG.everone looked at me.heehhs.
went back to school by private bus.sang alot of songs.barney song,all songs.universal.even techno!hahhaaa.thanks girls for boo-ing his name at me.you people making me blush!hahahaa bodoh kau,mr.tan! and,and,sorry didnt join for dinner.
im done yaww.
bye-

& my heart's in disguise; it's being masked up by

Thursday, April 12, 2007,4/12/2007 03:57:00 AM

Title: 12 april 2007 18:00pm

STUPID.STUPID

i didnt blog for days bacause of my laptop sickness.urghh.i may not be blogging for days and am sorry people.

yesterday went to pasir ris beach with sabrina,go see bees i think.hahaawe are scared of bees (:then have a walk at white sand and then went home.

today went to beach road with suhaila go buy some NP stuffs then went to bedok library.ohh hahaa,the nonya at lavender mrt "YIO CHU KANG WHERE TO TAKE?"hahaaa.suhaila love that nyonya!hahahaawent to library because heavy rain,then that suhaila told her mum lessonfinish at 5 yet its still 4 at that time.so borrow some books.there is a group of bedok south boys asking for our number.its super annoying.they say it loud"girl,dia nak number.number ic.number pintu.number bapak pon boleh"how pathetic?i laughed but not as bad as suhaila.she cant even talk!OMG.so ignored them.went home.
syafiq told me my seluar dalam colour hitam.he said "mind freak"well,its just a wild guess.he said "you want to learn my magic tricks?"hahaa.crap.
im done-suhaila love that nyonya (:

currently chatting with that boy.
cheering me up.
making me in tear.
thank-you.
i miss mister boncit.
u love me still;i do too ):

& my heart's in disguise; it's being masked up by

Tuesday, April 10, 2007,4/10/2007 12:07:00 AM

Title: 10 april 2007 15:05pm

i didnt blog yesterday because of some reasons.
i just came back.today was super-super superb.i hate those bitches who kept pestering me about being with azrin.eyhh,come on lahh go get a life maan!
i love today because its not like other day.
i have alot to post but not now because im going out.
WHAT THE HELL AM I TYPING?I DONT KNOW K BYE-

NENEKlovePAKCIK.

& my heart's in disguise; it's being masked up by

Sunday, April 8, 2007,4/08/2007 03:30:00 AM

Title: 8 april 2007 18:14pm

hellos.im pissed off with my parents.im sicked.super sicked
the reason im posting again because i cant deny im bored,listening to parents nagging.
ERGHHH.ohh abang gave me this song.he told me this song is quiet related to me & azrin
and its quiet true.

the lyric-

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
I'm listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet

I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and pollished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Because every breath that you will take
while you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?

I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
x4
( I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
( I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

GO FIND GOOD LIFE.
girls are meant to be girls.you people stop disturbing our life can,can?
im begging you-know.who are you to talk bad about people?you dared to say but when asked about it you will keep quiet.next time,think far ok?think what will happen if you were to do what you plan of.go find good life.think if you were to be in our shoes.our smelly shoes.TEEHEES (:

& my heart's in disguise; it's being masked up by
,4/08/2007 12:52:00 AM